best friends is what we are, but wouldn't it be cooler if we weren't just best friends but more than best friends? that mere thought swims around my ever-so imaginative mind everyday and every night. questioning, contemplating, and what not. it just puzzles me that i was given so many chances, yet i've always choked or better yet chickened out. why do i always choke whenever that opening is as wide as the ocean? fear. fear, is what holds me back whenever i try. last saturday [feb. 14, 2009], made me realized that one year has already past since that dreaded day. you broke my heart on that day which ironically led us to be the best friends we are now. risk our friendship so it may be graced by having a chance to bloom into something magical and majestic? HA HA~! or to be more emo, i don't take the risk and just regret...as usual that's what i've been doing since...EVER. knowing that we can be, but not doing anything about it. hanging out with you make me think about it more and more every time. but who knows what'll happen if i do take this risk, right? ugh, i'm running out of shit to say.
*thumbs up* :D
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
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